-deja_vu-: Listening to Christmas music in the background , Christmas tree in the corner of my eye, and .. then I see this and all slips away as I focus on the inner me and see that all is not peaceful. I have a wound that still needs healing. A friend who crushed a treasured piece of my heart. She has her version, and I have mine. Yet, both are wrong and both are right. She sees it her way, and but I remember things from the time.. Yet, do we both see things with inner sight? So close we were, like twin sisters of blood.. and, now it's all gone in a sadly torrid flood.
So, if I am to claim the full spirit of this time of year and to have peace in my part of the earth; then, truly I need to listen to the messages the angels did sing.. To have no fear for unto you a child is born ... Jesus's message I believe he brought to mankind was to love each other .. and , love is not hurtful nor is it meant to be blind.. but, love means to truly forgive when someone has been unkind . For one thing i can tell you , my friend, is if the wound festers too long, it will end up driving you to standing in a place where you too do wrong. So, better to let it go and ask yourself to forgive their sins against you and to let them go ... don't let love turn to bitterness because it will taint your very soul.
So, this holiday season the gift I will give to myself is the gift of forgiveness of those who did me wrong .. and , the gift of forgiveness to myself for my own mistakes and failings that interred with my joyful life's song.
So today I claim a peace to enter me as I release the negativity that was in me. Today I pray to The Creator above to fill me with the pure agape love. For only by purging my inner self and filling it with peace and goodwill , will I truly absorb the fullness of the promise. Jesus came to earth and died to forgive our sins .. His message He left to spread throughout the lands was this ... LOVE . so if I truly love and seek to live right , then the negativity harbored in my heart must be released and not carried past this day and into the night.
Be at peace and goodwill... this is the message today I claim.